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| Old videos.. |
| Sunday, February 7, 2010 |
Damnn bloody tiredd!!
Ive no words to describe my workplace..
Its the best workplace ive had so farr!
I love the job, the people, the food, the management, the everything!
The only thing I hate is the tiredness but arent all job tiring?.. ahha...
Right now life is nothing but perfect for me..
Everything is falling into place..
Right now just work, save money
then buy the stuffs I planned...
Next year, start my course..
=))
Ive been working for 5 days now..
one off day so far..
Tmrow work again.. =))
Its exhausting but lovely...
All I can say is that those part time staff who stands and does nothing while the rest runs here and there, one thing after another, you guys suck... n if you hate the job, dont work there.. You pampered idiots..
and yah, one more, I dont care if you smoke drink or go to clubs or your whole family drinks but PLEAASSSEEE dont boast it to me DURING WORK... asswipes..
SO WHAT if you found a secret secluded smoking area?
I rather smoke together ramai2 with staff and socialize...
Plus, the outside air has a better impact psychologically...
and can see greenery and stuff..
The other day, daddy found old videos on his old videocam he bought in 1997...
Hahaha I was 7 years old!
Theres videos of me 7years old, 12-13years old... ahhaha...
My skin was sooo dark!!
Must be due to the Hockey days under the sun!..
I shall upload the videos to facebook and link it here once its done!..
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| Be yourself.. Trust and fear issues.. |
| Friday, February 5, 2010 |
I must sayy.. Julie is such a darling idk how anyone could hate her...
well, just afew months ago all in my mind was 'Julie is such a bitch idk how anyone could love her..'
I see the changes in her after my huge history with her.. I call it huge cause leaving poly was a huge step for me to take..
She's a better Julie than you know.. Much much much stronger inside.. Much much better than me in terms of patience(im still mastering it)..
She doesnt piss people off for no reason at all..
If you ever think she's pissed at you, try asking her personally why..
She probably isnt as pissed at you as u might think..
You probably really did something wrong that might piss just about ANYONE off...
That doesnt mean that there's no room for forgiveness and redemption..
I believe she doesnt hold on to grudges or take revenge..
Julie is going through a phase in life, a transition as i would like to call it, where you try to accept things and make the best out of it... and not too whiney and selfish...
I consider myself still in that transition cause i hvnt master the art of being super patient and i still drift in and out of selfishness.. I have trust issues, mainly with myself that explains my big personal space.. (i have been whiney too ask munkee haha)
I am afraid of lonliness... Ive been alone but its different cause there are people still around me... Lonliness is when everyone hates me, everyone runs away from me and i dont deserve respect...
It is hard to understand me.. and those who comes close to me will get to know the real me.. They run away and hate me but only a handful eventually came back to appreciate me like Julie and my bestfriend Fate.. But seriously, the only ones I know loving the real ME is my family, bestfriend Fate and boyfriend Hafiz...
Im scared to even open tooo much about myself cause my mind will freak them out.. So to my normal friends, i have personal space to keep them away so that I dont risk losing friends but stays just as friends.. Perfect example would be Uka.. I dont wanna lose him as a goodfriend but I dont want him to be my closefriend..
anyways, my point is..
I love Julie and she is a darling..
Im so proud of her like she's my little sister..
but i hvnt show her my seriously true self cause im scared I might lose her again...
I wanna be myself around my family, Fate, Hafiz and Julie... Thats my only circle of trust for now...
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| Im so lazy to come up w titles |
| Thursday, February 4, 2010 |
Misunderstanding and misinterpreting usually happens when a story is shared through someone else...
So when my bestfriend thought that 'happy when arina nt here, no nagging' 3years ago, explaining our seperation year to Munkee,
he thought Fate still 'happy when arina nt here, no nagging' NOW..
Tsk tsk tsk.. made me pissed for no reason..
called fate up and its exactly what i thought, misinterpretation..
Sigh..
On to work!!
I hvnt been doing much on Facebook cause im at work and I dont take pictures much..
Even if i do, Ill be too tired to upload it...
Cause work is so much fun!!
I love everything about it!!
Its so fast paced and its my kind of environment.. :))
Swensens is awesome...
oh n if friends come n dine, i cnt give discounts.. haha
HSBC, 10% off.. hahaha
Hmm if I dine in with friends, idk bt most prolly get discounts... and I thought the customers at Esplanade was rich, these customers at Swensens are richer!
cause they waste certain foods n left it for us to clear.. Tsk tsk, wasting...
Today, Thursday is my offday!! Just finished handwashing the uniform...
Gonna go meet Julie then pick up Munkee n Fate from work.. hehhe.. :))
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| Sucks to be me |
| Wednesday, February 3, 2010 |
I wanted to blog about my new job and how wonderful my first 2 days has been..
But I dont feel like it..
I know im naggy but u know u asked for it..
Do you know im not perfect?
Do you know that you have a mouth??...
Waiting for you now to come back home..
So that I can talk to you to clear things up..
So that I can have another awesome day at work..
and a genuine bestfriend.
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| one of the most interesting conversations ive had in awhile |
| Friday, January 29, 2010 |
This was a long long convo... But it really made my day.. =D
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (10:40:30 AM)
hey
good morning
is that a pic of u crying?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (10:43:27 AM)
heyy morning
hahha... its just a picture
after i just wore the contact lens
great opportunity for a nice shot
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (10:44:12 AM)
ouh...sorry
i tot wat seyh...
at home??
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (10:45:46 AM)
yes
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (10:46:30 AM)
ic
hows j ur brother?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (10:47:04 AM)
which brother?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (10:47:27 AM)
Junaidi i gez
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (10:48:22 AM)
he's doing great as usual.. =)
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (10:48:51 AM)
ic
and urself?
hows with the nursing n talent shows??
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (10:49:20 AM)
hahaa..
i added u on fb
i withdrew nursing
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (10:49:36 AM)
why?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (10:49:37 AM)
not my kind of future lifestyle
so i got a job
worked there for 6 months
stopped working there n now got myself another job
gonna start 1 feb...
save money, next year then take MDIS business management
why what?
oh.. the nursing.. hahaa
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (10:50:54 AM)
hehe
yeah
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (10:51:18 AM)
im sorry if i type too fast.. ahhaah
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (10:51:28 AM)
gd,that was my initial plan..to MDIS n take business
its ok
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (10:51:37 AM)
wow.. then?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (10:51:40 AM)
im too slow la
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (10:51:52 AM)
u still gonna take business there?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (10:52:06 AM)
im kinda tied up,no time to commit coz of my working shift
but im quiting end of feb
then got interview for Jetstar Int. on 3rd
so
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (10:52:50 AM)
so uve got things all planned out?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (10:52:59 AM)
my plans are going going gone
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (10:53:04 AM)
hahahaha
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (10:53:15 AM)
not for the studies seyh....
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (10:53:29 AM)
then for?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (10:53:56 AM)
juz gg to work n save munnies....
my current job mentally draining....
well...
i tink dats all
but hows things on ur side?
i mean wat are you working as now?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (10:58:38 AM)
what job you doing now?...
im gonna be working at swensens
my job gonna be more physically draining i guess
6day week
only 950
Before CPF laktu
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (10:59:33 AM)
nice,where?so if i drop by can i plzzzz get xtra toppings for my ice cream?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (10:59:34 AM)
n i need to save 4k for mdis, 2.7K for macbook n accessories
hahahaha... JP2...
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:00:03 AM)
knp nak macbook jugak eyh?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:00:09 AM)
but please, only come a month after i start work
knp:
?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:00:17 AM)
haha
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:00:21 AM)
knape?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:00:26 AM)
no lah macbk pro ke?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:00:38 AM)
on im not a heavy user...
macbook is good enough
oh actually i think i rather get the ipad
haahahaha
hv u heard bout it...
you should watch the introduction video
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:01:31 AM)
ok izzit the china brand for ipod?
hehe
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:01:39 AM)
its 1.5hours though...
Input and output
Dock connector
3.5-mm stereo headphone jack
Built-in speakers
Microphone
SIM card tray (Wi-Fi + 3G model only)
eh wait... salah paste
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:02:12 AM)
haha
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:02:15 AM)
http://events.apple.com.edgesuite.net/1001q3f8hhr/event/index.html
hv uheard of it??
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:02:37 AM)
nuuu...neva
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:02:52 AM)
n u wanna promote me on macbook pro?? ahah
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:02:56 AM)
kita nye pat keje tkde time seyh nak use lappy
macbook pro mcm mahal jer?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:03:39 AM)
no u dun get it do you.... i wanted macbook... but u promoted macbook pro to me...
then i promoted ipad back to you
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:03:54 AM)
ouh..
then how do i do that?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:04:07 AM)
http://events.apple.com.edgesuite.net/1001q3f8hhr/event/index.html go watch...
did u do what?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:04:29 AM)
to promote..
im kinda u know
totally from outta space
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:05:24 AM)
huh
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:05:34 AM)
k
takper
izzit kinda
if i get the ipad
then i recomend u for mc book for a lesser price?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:06:53 AM)
hahhahah no
why is this about money?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:07:56 AM)
no...its not bout that
i mean,does it work like that?
mcm kita dah beli then ajak kawan beli dapat murah????
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:08:49 AM)
no
hahah
anyways, seriously go spend 1.5hours watching http://events.apple.com.edgesuite.net/1001q3f8hhr/event/index.html
you wont regret... its not a waste of time
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:11:00 AM)
ok
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:12:48 AM)
hey
u dont have my brother on facebook too?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:13:19 AM)
nope..
actually i know em thru a friend of mine
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:13:54 AM)
ohhh
who
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:14:07 AM)
sabrina
btw the loading takes ages seyh....
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:14:31 AM)
ah is it his primary sch classmate?
loading of what?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:14:45 AM)
i tink so
of the link u gave me
this old guy holding the...
thing his holding
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:15:15 AM)
haha then ur internet is not that strong then
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=743583540 this one's my brother
the old guy is Steve Jobs, Apple CEO
n he's holding the Apple iPad
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:16:34 AM)
ouh....
nice
it looks like a digital menu that u can see in a high-tech restaurant
hehe
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:17:27 AM)
dont underestimate it
ahhaah
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:17:33 AM)
so
its actually a comp?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:17:53 AM)
i tell u
go watch the video..
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:18:06 AM)
i cant
they ask me to download the player
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:18:24 AM)
u dont have quicktime?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:18:24 AM)
then i hafta restart..
macam malasssss
quicktime ade
but not the lastest version
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:18:51 AM)
why stuck to the old one?
haiyaa..
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:19:01 AM)
thats y i told ya
im from mars...
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:19:24 AM)
then u sendiri yg tk dapat benefit you know
not my loss
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:19:36 AM)
ive no idea bout eletronics n eletricals or software or ....
u know
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:19:49 AM)
you should... cause thats the generation now
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:19:53 AM)
but i saw this 1 video on youtube
its a good one
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:20:04 AM)
about?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:20:07 AM)
i tink its called TED
bout this guy
indian guy
doing a talk show
about his invention
the idea all started from a mouse
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:20:52 AM)
what did he invented
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:20:53 AM)
PC mouse
cant say
wait
ill check
im not sure how to describe it
wait eyh
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:22:07 AM)
PC mouse sucks
ahahaha
my bro got a magic mouse for his birthday
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:22:31 AM)
noooo
its not that
wait
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:22:40 AM)
its an Apple product
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:22:41 AM)
dont say anythin
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:22:44 AM)
hehee
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:22:45 AM)
u wait
i find
found it! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hl7pE_p41D4
go watch
very interestin tooo
n its not just bout the mouse
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:25:04 AM)
ehehehe)
ok ok
give me time to watch
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:25:12 AM)
ok
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:50:12 AM)
its ok
nothing new actually...
i mean...
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:50:33 AM)
ye ke?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:51:15 AM)
ok lah.. good idea on the sixthsense product but the actual product doesnt sell
its the idea that people gonna buy and make a better one
the coffeetable tt interacts with flight tickets n all..
ive seen it before in 2008
by microsoft
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:52:06 AM)
ye ke?
ok
but i just found it
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:52:20 AM)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zxk_WywMTzc
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:52:21 AM)
actually my bro-in-law
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:52:49 AM)
this pranav guy came up with sixthsense and won an award in 2009
its an invention of the year 2009 award
but not product of the year 2009...
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:54:05 AM)
but this surface demo came out earlier
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:54:10 AM)
he did invented and awesome idea... but i bet ya other companies gonna make use of it to create the product of the year
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:54:14 AM)
i saw it light years b4
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:54:24 AM)
when?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:54:30 AM)
microsoft already did
with the X-box 360
u urself ur body control the game
juz u!
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:56:47 AM)
light years? its 5 years ago....
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:57:17 AM)
i tink i saw it at kl
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:57:30 AM)
what u mean microsoft already did? microsoft surface came out 2008
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:57:33 AM)
the convention centre
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:57:57 AM)
the one for xbox 360 is for games
microsoft surface is for lifestyle... home lifestyle
its 2 different products
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:58:28 AM)
yeah..
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:58:32 AM)
u cant say its the same
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:58:37 AM)
ok
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:58:40 AM)
if u wanna say its the same
then pranav is nothing
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:58:47 AM)
its the closest i can get
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:58:48 AM)
nothing new
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:59:00 AM)
i just like his ideas
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:59:47 AM)
yeah i do too...
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (11:59:48 AM)
i tink its really original
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (11:59:58 AM)
i dont think its original...
i think its natural
but his prototype is not practical
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:00:44 PM)
yeah
its like ideas for sale
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:01:25 PM)
yeah...
but i bet people at apple already knows...
this dude is im guessing 28 year old
he study so hard
n gets awards
n money
so its enough for him
big companies however wait for these people, or already have the idea.. and make it better...
make it into a functional practical product to be sold.. n make more money
dont ya think so?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:03:39 PM)
yup
but its very nice of him when they asked him
do you or opening up your own co.?
n he said
actually the creation n ideas is for the public
n give for free...
u know sumtin like dat
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:04:51 PM)
yeah.. it is...
if lets say no companies take it a step further to make it
then whats the use of an idea
its just a daydream world full of possibilities and life goes nowhere
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:06:55 PM)
but kan every sucess starts wit a dream
so sum1 has to do the sleepin
n tell another bout his dreams
and another guy will make use of it
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:07:59 PM)
why cant it also be the same person?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:07:59 PM)
n dats wats happening in this world now
it can
but its just another way to put it
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:08:20 PM)
so apple can do it too.. ehehe
they may secretly know what pranav knows too... hehe
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:09:10 PM)
yup
i believe that hes not the only one who thought of that idea....
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:10:32 PM)
yeah
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:12:57 PM)
ok
to be honest
im nt the kinda guy who keep track of these kinda things
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:13:33 PM)
i dont expect you to be..
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:13:42 PM)
i rely on pp who are u knw...like you
so i appreciate the information u gave
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:14:00 PM)
which is not good actually.. u know
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:14:03 PM)
n its a nice thing to do
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:14:10 PM)
gotta be proactive
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:14:13 PM)
wat isnt?
well...
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:14:29 PM)
its for ur own good...
in any aspects in life
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:14:53 PM)
im not that interested but it doesnt mean that im not into it
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:15:10 PM)
you should read this too hehe
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Seven_Habits_of_Highly_Effective_People
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:15:12 PM)
now im just enjoying life
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:15:21 PM)
i learnt this in secondary 1
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:15:29 PM)
ok
wait
yeah
sthpen r covey
read his book..
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:17:43 PM)
i wish i can read books n finish them...
i read internet n news n search for knowledge
books, i'll stop half way...
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:18:32 PM)
who reads books when theres the World wide web kan?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:18:53 PM)
you? ehehe...
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:19:01 PM)
yeah true
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:19:02 PM)
i didnt mean it in a bad way... seriously
i mean
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:19:10 PM)
its ok lah
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:19:12 PM)
diff people hv diff way of learning
im very proactive when it comes to knowledge n power
hahaha
its my egoistic thing to do...
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:19:40 PM)
i learn mostly by observing
its ok
im a very humble when it comes to knowledge
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:20:18 PM)
anyways my name Arina makna nye kecergasan...
i try to be humble.. still learning the whole balancing act
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:20:59 PM)
its ok
u have your good side
my name is Syed Abdullah
Hamba Allah...
my clan : Al-Mutahar
Yang suci
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:22:18 PM)
wow.. thats deep..
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:22:23 PM)
means that i hafta wash my hands 7 times a day
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:22:41 PM)
literally or ideally?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:22:49 PM)
nah
just kid
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:22:59 PM)
pfft!
hahaha
u got me there
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:23:51 PM)
but my strong side is to listen n make ppl feel beta bout themselves n help in any way i can
wats ur strong side
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:25:18 PM)
my strong side i guess is the skill to plan things and challenge people for a better them.. quite pushy too actually...
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:25:36 PM)
i can tell
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:25:39 PM)
i guess u help people emotionally.. i help realistically
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:25:48 PM)
but we have the same star sign u know
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:25:59 PM)
seriously? eheh
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:26:10 PM)
im a 26 sept too
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:26:55 PM)
wow.. thats cool..
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:27:08 PM)
yeah..
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:27:08 PM)
bt whats ur age/
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:27:17 PM)
im 23 this yr
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:27:33 PM)
and im 20 this year.. =)
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:27:43 PM)
well..
actually i knew that
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:27:52 PM)
i know.. hehe
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:28:12 PM)
coz i remembered it when we had the conversation last 4 years
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:28:40 PM)
n u still remembered? 4 years ago?
i remembered i chatted w u before but i didnt realise it was that long ago
haha
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:29:52 PM)
yeah
it was that long
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:30:06 PM)
was i any different? eheh
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:30:10 PM)
i gez my memory last
yeah
dont mind me saying
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:30:29 PM)
its alright, i dont mind
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:30:31 PM)
but saw u grew just right
not that im that old
but just like when u saw a seed grow to a beautiful tree
or sumtin like dat
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:31:25 PM)
aww.. =)
im very flattered.. heeh
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:31:43 PM)
dont get me wrong im not a stalker k?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:32:00 PM)
but how was i different last time?
hahaha i didnt say u stalker
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:32:46 PM)
thats the problem i cant forget easily for the things that catches my eyes
i rembr u wanna work in top shop
n thers this one pic on sandy beaches u wrote your name
like
--arina.lisa.eriyn
then there was also a pic of u in nusre uniform
if im not wrong u have a fren name fate
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:34:28 PM)
yes fate's my bestfriend
Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:34:36 PM)
--u also go to a place to sing
then u post sumwhere online
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:34:52 PM)
wow, seems like alot of things caught ur eye.. ehe
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:34:56 PM)
yeah...
seems like it
again hope it doesnt scares u
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:35:38 PM)
yeah that cafe was bought over by another cafe... ni worked there for 6 months u know...
nah... of course not... its interesting!
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:36:05 PM)
haaah
k that juz made me laugh
btw wheres the cafe?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:36:34 PM)
hahaha... esplanade library lvl3...
its now SG Passion Cafe...
but the one i sang, it was Singapore Art Cafe...
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:37:04 PM)
ouh...
ic
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:37:16 PM)
yeah...
im interested in psychology too..
for knowledge wise, no need cert for that
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:38:10 PM)
yeah
well can say most of the things that im interested in ...we have in common
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:39:07 PM)
thats cool.. =D
so what are you working as now?
the one thats mentally draining.
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:39:42 PM)
heeee
prisons...
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:40:13 PM)
ooo... ic
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:40:23 PM)
yeah...
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:40:28 PM)
light crimes or heavy crimes?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:40:39 PM)
more like ermmm....
rehabs
for drug offenders
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:40:50 PM)
oo ic..
ive been to holding cells before.. hehe
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:41:14 PM)
huh?
ok
i gez its when u were shoplifting days?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:41:30 PM)
yes2.. heheh
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:41:54 PM)
7-Eleven?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:42:28 PM)
what to do... im like super active, adventurous and thrill-seeking.. haha
nope... in Pri6 was Popular.. the big one that used to be next to Lot1
the dua tingkat one
then in sec 4 i lost my touch and super careless.. stole things I seriously dont need..
was waiting for a friend laktu.. dah tertunggu tunggu tu kawan
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:44:46 PM)
sect 4 eyh???
ok
not too long ago lah
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:45:13 PM)
4 years ago
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:45:20 PM)
yeah
dats when i knew u early stage
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:46:06 PM)
how was i then?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:46:20 PM)
welll
u were cute
but bit wild
n still young u know just wanna have gd time
n camwhoring in fitting rooms
yes?
but dat time u were more like see ppl lau nak kawan
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:47:29 PM)
hehehe
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:47:37 PM)
to my opininon..
but no hard feelings k?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:49:36 PM)
no lah...
dont have hard feelings... i tot u were gonig to say further
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:50:06 PM)
well
tu aje
takkan nak cakap bnyk2 kan?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:50:41 PM)
hehehe.. if can u know i dont mind...
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:50:41 PM)
nnt org cakap kiter ni noss
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:50:46 PM)
noss>
?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:50:52 PM)
nosy?
nyibuk
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:51:00 PM)
no not at all...
cause seriously, sometimes i think too much i can break down
and not everyone can help me the way i want them to help me
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:51:57 PM)
well u can always count in me to be there to pick u up
anyway i can help
lemme know
ill be happy to lend a shoulder...or sumtin like dat
hehe
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (12:52:51 PM)
hehe.. thats nice.. =)
so, anything else about 16 years old Arina?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (12:53:22 PM)
well..
i remebered that during that time around ur quite intelectual knowledgable n you know bout things u talk bout
gez u always do
n ur alwaes bout music to the ears
kan?
n i think dats all that i can rembr
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:00:22 PM)
hehe...
yup2.. i'ld like to think of it that way
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:01:10 PM)
good
but must be humble too k?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:02:12 PM)
hehehe ok ok.. will improve on that.. n my bestfriend said i need to improve on my patience too.. ahha
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:02:47 PM)
izzit?
u hot tempered ker?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:03:13 PM)
not hot tempered... just too fast paced sometimes
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:03:23 PM)
ouh
but my mother told me
no book is greater then quran...
when i go for prayers at mosque or balik kl
i'll go listen to khutbah or syarahan
they'll talk bout knowledge in quran
that is happening now
not just bout kiamat n qada' n qadar....
eg. nabi pernah cakap
"Di zaman akan datang manusia akan berbual melalui besi"
what he meant is the phones....
n yeah
bout the signs and all....
its happening
n most of the muslim's sesat....
n org kafir di barat skrg memeluk agama islam...
its nice to know or hear these kinda words u know
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:09:00 PM)
yes.. =) nice to read.. hehe..
im lacking knowledge in Islamic History...
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:09:50 PM)
me too
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:09:53 PM)
but im nt sure if im ready for it you know... like im nt sure if i can remember...
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:10:26 PM)
it will come a time surely
as u go deeper into the knowledge world
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:10:46 PM)
hopefully.. =)
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:11:10 PM)
bit by bit u will realise that most of it has a string attc to islam
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:11:53 PM)
yeah.. it wont surprise me.. hehe
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:12:43 PM)
nice to hear that
ok im not that religious sgt tau
i only share wat i knew je
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:13:10 PM)
heeh u worry too much what i think of u
heeheh
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:13:37 PM)
hermm
mebbe i do
tanak org ingat kita ni bongkak
or cakap besar
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:15:01 PM)
hehe... no lah... u dont seem that way at all...
those who think u are bongkak, has a senget sense of judgement...
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:16:27 PM)
i believe everyone is entitled to their own opinion n its not my perogative to judge em
its a free world for ppl to voice out freely
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:17:22 PM)
but realistically in this world, people still judge others..
exactly
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:17:49 PM)
yup
its true
dats y i dun like ppl who judge
but if im doing it
ill just keep it to myself
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:18:22 PM)
nah.. u dont like ppl who judge wrongly and accusingly...
dont tell me u hate the judge at the court... for the human law
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:19:00 PM)
nooooo
thats hes job sey...
ppl like or not hafta tahan
plus
its not easy being one
n do u know kadi used to be known as judge dulu tau??
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:20:08 PM)
its not his job... its the society's job thats made for him... n i didnt say it was easy...
i said u hate people who judge so tak kan Judge at court oso u hate..
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:20:34 PM)
nolah
i dont hate the judge
tapi pikir2 alek eyh...
i pity them for having such short-minded
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:22:37 PM)
hahaha.. ure being contradictive... hehe
what u mean by short-minded
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:23:21 PM)
ermmm...
dats like direct trans from pemikiran cetek
macam
tak pikir jauh
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:23:52 PM)
u mean narrow-minded
ahahha
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:23:57 PM)
excuse my eng....
its a bit kinda french.... xD
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:24:52 PM)
judges are narrow minded? what makes u say that?
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:25:05 PM)
not him lah...
not the judges
but the ppl
the ones have narrow-minded
eg.
ppl would believe when they were told that most muslims are terrorist
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:26:22 PM)
ler tk cakap.. u said them so i assume we're still talking bout judges.. haah
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:26:31 PM)
but y dont u go there open up
n accept
u can be surprised they're quite loving n caring ppl
this was told by one of the convertee
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:27:44 PM)
what to do... theres a balance in life...
got clever people... meaning.. got stupid people oso
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:28:45 PM)
n the sad thing is the clever followed the stupid
when they can think instead blindly follow
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:30:31 PM)
cause the clever also got stupid and the stupid oso got clever
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:30:58 PM)
yeah...
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:30:59 PM)
hehehe
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:31:56 PM)
its like their too clever to do decide end up doing the stupidity
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:32:12 PM)
yeah.. =)
hey i gtg...
meeting bf and fate...
teman them cari keje
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:33:02 PM)
ahah...
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:33:26 PM)
this was one of the most interesting conversations ive had in awhile.. =D thank you hehe
--Abs Al-Mutahar says: (1:33:40 PM)
hee
glad to chat to you to
mebbe shud keep intouch once in awhile
yes?
--arina.lisa.eriyn says: (1:35:50 PM)
hehe.. yes2..
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| Wednesday, January 20, 2010 |
Title: Lady Gaga - Retro, dance, freak.
Heyy, I went to the ultrasound scan today!!
I had to change into the mammography gown braless..
Felt so funny but loving it!.. Feel comfortable in ur own skin n body..
The room was soo cold thanks to the aircon..
My eyes went watery alot of times...
The lady was nice! Eeleen something.. hehe..
She put the ultrasound gel on my bare breast and it was so warm! Like fresh cum on body.. hahhaha..
The ultrasound scan went well, discovered 2 more smaller lumps..
The pictures and the report will be sent to my doctor and on the 28th will have a review on it and discussion of further plans..
If she suggest surgery I DONT MIND AT ALL.. hehe..
After that went to meet my munkee to go eat at Pastamania!
Long time since I ate there..
Munkee has pasta, I had pizza.. yum2!
Thanks to student promo, we got 30% off!!..
We talked about the different continents in the world..
I hated Combined Humanities in secondary school..
But it was interesting... All these while my thoughts on the world was just Asia and the rest of the world I call orangputih.. Though they can be black too..
Walk2 down to town area, went in this mall and found a nice cozy couch area that has very good wifi!!
Wireless@mandaringallery..
No need to sign in those singtel/icellnetwork thing..
Surfed internet till like 9plus.. hehe..
Went walking2 along orchard rd and suddenly was pissed with munkee..
Actually i got pissed with him quite afew times but i didnt find a need to share on my blog..
But I think this issue does..
We were chatting3... and at the same time discussing while solving the problem..
Came to the conclusion that people should buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih to embrace their past..
No matter what background you are from, you can make a difference in your life...
Its nothing wrong to be selfish as long as you dont hurt others..
Selfish as in you literally think for yourself..
Its essential for mental growth..
Focus and think of who you wanna be when ure old..
What job to work as when ure old..
What you want and need in life..
What qualities you should improve in..
Prove to urself how important certain things are by doing research and practicing skills..
So as not to procrastinate and blackmail yourself..
List down step by step what to do.. and do it..
Do lots of self reflection and answer to ur inner voice..
Dont ask and not answer urself in return..
Answers dont just pop and magically appear..
Think. Focus.
Trust me in things..
If you dont like something, voice out..
Dont wait for me to start the conversation..
or break the silence..
Make the effort to ask me when in doubt..
Add disclaimer if u think Im in the sarcastic mood..
Learn how to let go of things..
I have another post in my blog on letting go..
I shall link that here..
(http://www.arinalisaeriyn.blogspot.com/2009/12/im-invisible-man-who-cant-stop-staring.html)
Read the paragraph after the picture
I can only help that much..
I can also help by not helping..
Just so u'll learn how to provide with your own answers..
and not rely on spoonfeeding..
Great conversations and communication are very important and vital for a stable relationship of any kind..
I love you Munkee..
I know you do too.. :))
Oh ya oh ya!! I changed my POSB ATM card with GO! card! hehehe..
Now I can do online shopping!! heheheh..
which brings me to money topic..
I got my pay yesterday!!
More than expected! Good!!
and ive finished calculating things..
Start of my pay from March, I need to put aside:
$286 a month for MDIS course ($4,000 by April 2011)
$193 a month for Macbook plus accessories ($2,700 by April 2011)
$50 a month for Bike Licence ($600 by Feb 2011)
So I'll have $100 to $150 per month for normal expenditure...
Shit, how to shopping like this??
Nvm,nvm... Sacrifice is needed.. :,(
Anyways, I realise I dont upload pictures to my blog anymore..
One big reason is I blog using my handphone..
Another is cause I dont have macbook yet..
and school has started for bro so he's using his macbook alot and I dont wanna disturb..
Pictures are always uploaded in Facebook though!!
(I miss my photoshop)
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| time to exercise and save money.. |
| Monday, January 18, 2010 |
I need to be balanced...
Mind, body and soul..
Mind:
I think all the time..
I help people all the time..
Today I just helped my brother with his FYP,
my munkee by understanding me deeper and
my family by uploading old photos and sweet memories...
I talk alot to open up people's minds, ideas..
I like to see things in a bigger picture..
Everything sets me thinking..
My mind is working..
Im making full use of it.. =)
Soul:
I sing once in a while, when im in the mood...
I listen to music..
I watch movies...
I can create my own movies (in my head)..
I can talk well and share things with people..
Im emotionally balanced.. =)
especially cause munkee's around.. hehe
Body:
God knows when was the last time I exercise...
I stopped exercising since Polytechnic...
I stopped exercising since my laptop..
Now both are gone...
I have to get back to my sporty body..
I need to go play sports...
Badminton, basketball, netball, soccer, hockey, wrestling, running, cycling, rollerblading, rock climbing, rope skipping, etc..
HAIZ...
Time is not at my advantage these days..
From 1st February, I guess I'll be working for 5 or 6 days..
The off days will be for family day or exercising day...
I need to find a free and easy sport that I can do alone and still be fun and enjoyable..
I need to do that at least once a week...
Money is still hard now... Still struggling...
I have almost $0 now...
Borrowed $10 from my bro to topup ezlink...
Will be getting my pay later ard $125..
minus $10 to return to bro...
minus $35 for his birthday present..
minus $59.70 for Ultrasound scan..
minus $10 for standby ezlink topup..
Im left with $10.30..
26th Jan I'll get ard $83..
$43 for mrt train concession, $10 topup ezlink for bus..
Im lucky I still have 3 months of free handphone bill..
Then I have $30 till the end of february..
Things will get better when I get my pay from Swensens..
$950 - 20%(CPF) = $760
minus $300 I owe Farhan..
minus $50 for the dinner I owe Farhan..
minus $43+$10 concession...
minus $50 for 17th monthlyversary..
minus $100 blanja family dinner..
minus $100 for duit blanja...
Save the $107 remainder till the next pay..
add $760..
HAIZ...
Time to take out my pen&paper and start calculating how to save my money in time for everything.. =D
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| Friday, January 15, 2010 |
YESTERDAY WAS AWESOME!!
Thursday, 14 Jan 2010
Woke up for morning prayers.. Mummy gave $50 for the appointment today..
So doctor says I have Juvenile Fibroadenomas which are benign solid lumps of tissue...
It is actually very common among young women...
I got referred for an Ultrasound scan on the 19th for a definite diagnosis...
Hving a fibroadenoma does not increase my risk of breast cancer, but its still important to be breast aware.. =D
I want a full biopsy to remove the lumps cause its irritating me...
and its keeps me worried and stressed...
Due to stress, my menses hasnt arrived yet...
Any time now..
Still im quite relieved to a certain extent.. Went to Plaza Singapura, Starbucks to eat my BELGIUM WAFFLES.. heheh..
Munkee slept on the comfy seat while I googled and google-mapped some classified jobs adverts from The Straits Times..
One cafe was of JJ Lin's... ew...
Another 2 was more of restauraunts nt my liking...
So it boiled down to either Swensen's or Singapore Poly cafe or something..
Then Munkee went back to Outram for his Dental appointment while I went for the Swensen's walk-in interview..
I feel proud of my family when I had to write down family members and their occupation..
Daddy - Crew Manager (train) - SMRT
Mummy - Library Assistant - ISEAS
Eldest bro - Assistant Manager, new media initiatives - Elchemi Education
Sister - Accounts Assistant - National Oilwell Varco
Bro - Singapore Polytechnic Student - Diploma in Experience and Product Design
I will do them proud after I work to get money and get into MDIS Business Management.. =D
I filled the Expected salary with $5/hr or $900/month..
The person(manager or higher pangkat) said he cnt give me $5/hr but $900/mth can... then in the end he added $50 more.. Yey!... and they got CPF... So after CPF i bring home $760 or so...
But I calculated that I need to work 6days to get that amount... Hmm...
I need to know about offdays n shift times and stuffs...
Its okay lah cause I GOT THE JOB! hehehe...
Sis said she got into Swensens last time was cause of the walk-in interview as well.. =D
But what made my day was daddy's sms..
Daddy - Kata nak belajar lagi. Business Studies. For your future sake, don't waste precious time. Ada vacancies for full time uniform group. Imigration. Lebih baik. Sambil kerja boleh belajar malam. Amacam?
Me - Im planning to start the course May 2011.. Ive already planned out most of my future.. Ive given it enough thought.. And I dont want to work where im not interested cause then I wont be satisfied.. I need to be in happy mood to study.. Im happy now but I can be happier if im financially stable and can pay the school fees myself.. :)
Daddy - ok understood. I'm happy if you are happy.
Me - :) Thank you for understanding..
Wheeeeeee!! I love my dad.. heheh.. Ive never really hated him... Actually I learned alot from him... Spare the rod, spoil the child... Manipulation, debate, proving my points, perseverance, intellectually overpowering people using words... But then again those are just smart words for the same meaning, STUBBORN.. hehehe
and yes Ive planned out most of my future...
2010
Work at Swensens and the salary are for handphone bill, concession, makanminum, shopping, 1000 in bank, MDIS course fee and get bike licence..
2011
Register for May intake MDIS Business Mgmt Dip..
Still work, maybe change to part time..
Focus on school and work... Balance it out...
Save up money for Vespa...
2012
Graduate with Diploma.. Munkee graduate with Degree...
Both find better jobs using the dip & deg...
work full time and concentrate on vespas!..
2013
Save save money and collect2 CPF....
thats all i can say for now.. the rest are in my mind.. hehe...
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| Sunday, January 10, 2010 |
I hvnt been updating my blog lately cause there's nothing much to talk about really..
Other than my money problem and hvnt find new job, everything else has been nothing but awesome..
just one setback.. the lumps in my breasts are getting bigger.. appointment is this thursday.. im scared..
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| Friday, January 8, 2010 |
Life's nt much lately..
Gonna work on Monday to Wednesday starting nxt week...
Money is getting on my nerves..
I should go mandi nw...
Yesterday was superfun!..
Citra is awesomer than me in L4D2!!
hehehe..
stop procrastinating and go interview lah Arina!!
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